This is me with another nervous breakdown/My pressure dropped, this body went with it/Memory feels, I'm feeling claustrophobic/I scream my silent pain in this big plain/There's no one here/Tell me who is there now/Who is there with you/I'm taking no calls unless it's her voice/I'm seeing no one unless it's her/I open the mailbox every hour/Maybe I'll hit the postman/I want to hear some love words/But not in that dislexic voice/No I won't tear apart for you/But I was given no choice/I guess I was trying to keep me alive/But once I was dead there was nothing to do beside/Picking me up or lying me down/Waiting for some angel/To wake me and say to me:/"Hello, don't be scared. I want you to know, you're not dead."/Kiss me, is this a dream?/Should I believe it?/Please promise to me that I am not going to get hurt/This time/Am I too good for you, am I just paranoid?/Should I get clinical or should I speak louder?/Maybe I should close my eyes for years/And wait for the strongest feeling/Out of all the feelings to raise/From you/Am I real?/Are you real?/Is this real?/What's real?/Am I real?/ Are you real?/Is this real?/Tell me, what's real?